What it is to grow old?

[Mole40k]

Put simply, it was making me deeply unhappy and covering a lot of other things up. Plus, I'd often play when at my most depressed, which would make me play worse, and get more depressed, and the vicious cycle would continue. It really wasn't healthy at all. 

[Holland]

Thanks for sharing dr Mole! 

I agree with you. I stick with modding mostly, competitive gameplay a lot of times is stressfull if you don't keep an open heart. 1 game every now and then is fine, as long as its all fun gameplay.

In the end everyone knows its not about being good or becoming better at the game, but becoming a better person in general, to enjoy a losing game is humbling for your own soul.

[Black]

On 2/12/2020 at 7:33 AM, Mole40k said:

Put simply, it was making me deeply unhappy and covering a lot of other things up. Plus, I'd often play when at my most depressed, which would make me play worse, and get more depressed, and the vicious cycle would continue. It really wasn't healthy at all. 

Must have been stressful having pinball2k and games0n for team mates. I feel for you.

[Mole40k]

I see what you did there ?. Funnily enough, Pinball is one of the very few TS players I've met in real life! I actually went to his 21st birthday. And to think we're now in our 30s...